[It...it would be worse, if it were just sex. If he tried not to think about it.

(he doesn't know the details, doesn't know why exactly, but he knows that IV hates the persona, the "fanservice"

he doesn't want to be just that, a fan who got a lucky break)

He hears nii-san and he's torn, because he wants it to push him away but instead it just reminds him who he's kissing, makes him aware so that he leans in and presses his lips to IV's once, twice, three times, little light kisses. Comfort, maybe. For both of them.]