how could this happen to me. i made my mistakes

[butfortheirvirtue]

[He shuts the laptop and stands, unlocking his door and slipping out into the hallway.

(this will probably lead to nothing but humiliation)

(iv mocking him and spreading it around)

(but there's the chance that...)

As soon as he's through IV's door he shuts it behind him.]

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[fiveiv321]

[ IV keeps on until he can't take it any more, breath huffing in and out through his nose as he swallows down everything Chris can give, and then he pulls back and has to take a moment to let his head hang, gulping in air now that he can breathe properly. Steadying himself by shifting his hands to rest on the bed, IV kneels there for a few moments, panting and swallowing painfully now that his mouth is empty. ]

C-Chris...

[ His voice rasps, and IV stops and shakes his head a little and then flops down entirely to lie with his head on Chris's thigh.

(his own cock is still straining in his pants but right now IV is too overwhelmed to do anything about it) ]

That... it was good...

[butfortheirvirtue]

[...he slips down the headboard, just a little, trying to catch his own breath.]

That was really...your first time, with that...?

[He's a little red. Very red.

(oh god what happens when iv improves)

He pets at IV's hair a little as he stares down at him.]

[fiveiv321]

[ IV nods at Chris's question, shifting a little to nuzzle into Chris's thigh. ]

Mmhmm... was it... was it really that good for you too, then...?

[ Shifting again, IV rubs the bulge in his pants against the bed, groaning at the sensation and then glancing up at Chris. ]

N-nnn, I want...

[butfortheirvirtue]

It...yes. Definitely.

[He's still flushed, and it only gets worse when he looks down at the way IV is grinding into the sheets.]

...what do you want me to...?

[His fingers comb through IV's hair as he stares.]

[fiveiv321]

I want...

[ He trails off and leans into Chris's touch, head resting against Chris's thigh as he rubs his cheek gently against the fabric of Chris's pants. ]

I don't know, I don't... I don't know what we could do but please...

[ Eyes sliding shut, IV grinds slowly against the bed again. ]

I-I... I want something in my ass but I don't. Know if I'm ready for you to fuck me yet.

[butfortheirvirtue]

[He bites his lip, still stroking at IV's hair.]

I...

I could use my fingers. If you wanted.

[He's trying not to linger too long on the image, even though he's just offered to make it real, even with what they've already done.]

[fiveiv321]

I-I...

[ IV thinks, then, about one of the things in his stash that he's never really used.

(because, alone, he never has the patience to make it worthwhile) ]

...c-could we. Use a toy, maybe? I've. Got one you might like, and if you were the one controlling it then it'd...

[butfortheirvirtue]

[...oh.

He nods, right away.

(he's...well, by now he's aware of the existence of the stash, but)

(by now he's very curious about what exactly is in it)]

[fiveiv321]

[ IV swallows hard and buries his face in the sheets between Chris's legs, ass lifting into the air.

When he speaks his voice is quiet, hoarse. ]

The. The box under the bed.

Y-you'll know the toy I mean, I think.

[butfortheirvirtue]

[He's already squirming a little as he slips out from under IV to kneel beside the bed.

(he seems...more nervous than he did before, even)

(what is he sending Chris to get?)

He pulls the box out from under the bed and opens it.]

...

[Well, it's...about the right size to prepare him. (And is there a hole in the end...?)]

...this is the one you mean?

[fiveiv321]

Y-yeah.

[ He only lifts his head for the briefest of seconds, just long enough to see briefly that Chris has the right toy, and then he's lifting his ass higher, desperate now to be out of his pants and have his ass filled. ]

Please please Chris please put it in I want it...