butfortheirvirtue | how could this happen to me. i made my mistakes

[He feels IV's lips up his shaft and struggles to keep speaking.]

Ah, yes, after...after this--

[He's cut off when IV starts to suck at the head of his cock, gasping quietly and then panting out a soft, desperate noise, pressing back a little against the headboard.]

F-fuck...

[It's IV, it's his brother and his mouth is so hot around his cock and now he's taking in more and more, little by little, enveloping him slowly.

When he first feels the back of IV's throat he gasps again, clamps a hand over his mouth to keep himself from making noise, squirms gently under his attentions.]

Oh--oh god, IV, you're...

[And then IV swallows around him and his hand drops and he moans openly, louder than IV will ever have heard him, letting his head tip back and trembling.

(he got the barest glimpse of IV's eyes and he had to look away because he knows the sight of him staring up with his lips stretched around his cock would be too much)]

[ Chris makes all those little noises as IV is sucking his cock and it's so hot, it's intoxicating, the taste and the heat and the little gasps and words and--

And then he's moaning outright and IV feels like he's about to come from just the sound, let alone Chris's cock hot and heavy in his mouth and filling up his throat until he can barely breathe. Huffing in breaths through his nose, IV groans around Chris's cock and presses his nose more firmly into Chris's skin.

(he can feel his mouth watering and he swallows again but it barely even helps, not when Chris's cock is filling all the space in his throat)

(it's not long like that - his mouth stretched around Chris's entire cock as he hums and groans and swallows around it - before IV can feel the saliva dripping down his chin and it should be disgusting and base but)

(it is.)

(and that's what's making him even harder right now) ]

M-mmph... mm...

[His breathing is quick and shallow now, and both his fists seem to clench and unfold at random, one in IV's hair and one in the sheets.

(it's too good, too good for him to last)

(he can feel IV's throat working around him and his groans as he struggles to take him in deeper and)

He pulls IV in with one hand by the hair, never mind that he can't go any deeper than this -- he wants to keep him there, hold him until neither of them can take it any longer.]

IV...IV, it's...nnh, it's good, you're so...

[ Chris pulls him in like that and holds him there and IV whimpers, shifts and squirms about and lifts his ass into the air because he's so hard that it hurts and he wants out of his pants, wants his cock touched and his ass filled and--

(he whimpers again and swallows hard around Chris's cock and his eyes are watering now, wetting his flushed and burning cheeks)

(it feels so good that IV wants to screw his eyes shut and ride it out with Chris's cock hot and heavy in his mouth but)

(he wants to see, too)

(so he forces his eyes open, stares up at Chris with blurred, wet, half-lidded eyes and shifts his hands to grip hard at Chris's hips as he grazes his teeth just barely over the shaft of Chris's cock where it's filling his mouth) ]

...mmph...

[He tries to catch his breath, tilting his head down and slowly letting his eyes fall open.

(he wants to see what's happening, at least once)

(and IV is a mess, his mouth and eyes are both dripping and his mouth is stretched so lewdly around Chris' cock and)

He feels teeth and that's the last thing he can take and his eyes snap shut again, fist clenching hard in IV's hair.]

IV--IV, ah, hhah--!

[And then he's coming down IV's throat, arching a little against the headboard with a low moan.]

[ It's not long and then Chris's hand is clenching in his hair and Chris is saying his name and then coming down his throat and IV nearly chokes but it's so good, so good, and he squirms and groans and does his best to swallow it with Chris's cock filling his mouth so much.

(it tastes so good and IV wants more of it, wants to milk every last drop out of Chris and swallow it all down)

(and then he wants to take more in his ass besides, and the thought of it makes him groan louder around Chris's cock, hands moving to grip Chris's ass and hold him in place as IV's throat works desperately around the head of his cock) ]

[He lets his fingers uncurl from IV's hair as he starts to come down from it, but--but he's not really coming down, because IV is still swallowing him, still working his throat around him like he's trying to drink down everything he has and more.

He almost moves to pull away but--no, IV wants it badly enough that he's grabbing at him and holding him and he moans again, in spite of himself.

(he's drinking everything like it's a gift, like it's a delicacy)

(some sort of precious thing Chris is granting him for his service and that's--)

(everything he wanted, every shameful thing)]

[ IV keeps on until he can't take it any more, breath huffing in and out through his nose as he swallows down everything Chris can give, and then he pulls back and has to take a moment to let his head hang, gulping in air now that he can breathe properly. Steadying himself by shifting his hands to rest on the bed, IV kneels there for a few moments, panting and swallowing painfully now that his mouth is empty. ]

C-Chris...

[ His voice rasps, and IV stops and shakes his head a little and then flops down entirely to lie with his head on Chris's thigh.

(his own cock is still straining in his pants but right now IV is too overwhelmed to do anything about it) ]

That... it was good...

[...he slips down the headboard, just a little, trying to catch his own breath.]

That was really...your first time, with that...?

[He's a little red. Very red.

(oh god what happens when iv improves)

He pets at IV's hair a little as he stares down at him.]

[ IV nods at Chris's question, shifting a little to nuzzle into Chris's thigh. ]

Mmhmm... was it... was it really that good for you too, then...?

[ Shifting again, IV rubs the bulge in his pants against the bed, groaning at the sensation and then glancing up at Chris. ]

N-nnn, I want...

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It...yes. Definitely.

[He's still flushed, and it only gets worse when he looks down at the way IV is grinding into the sheets.]

...what do you want me to...?

[His fingers comb through IV's hair as he stares.]

I want...

[ He trails off and leans into Chris's touch, head resting against Chris's thigh as he rubs his cheek gently against the fabric of Chris's pants. ]

I don't know, I don't... I don't know what we could do but please...

[ Eyes sliding shut, IV grinds slowly against the bed again. ]

I-I... I want something in my ass but I don't. Know if I'm ready for you to fuck me yet.

[He bites his lip, still stroking at IV's hair.]

I...

I could use my fingers. If you wanted.

[He's trying not to linger too long on the image, even though he's just offered to make it real, even with what they've already done.]

I-I...

[ IV thinks, then, about one of the things in his stash that he's never really used.

(because, alone, he never has the patience to make it worthwhile) ]

...c-could we. Use a toy, maybe? I've. Got one you might like, and if you were the one controlling it then it'd...

[...oh.

He nods, right away.

(he's...well, by now he's aware of the existence of the stash, but)

(by now he's very curious about what exactly is in it)]

[ IV swallows hard and buries his face in the sheets between Chris's legs, ass lifting into the air.

When he speaks his voice is quiet, hoarse. ]

The. The box under the bed.

Y-you'll know the toy I mean, I think.

[He's already squirming a little as he slips out from under IV to kneel beside the bed.

(he seems...more nervous than he did before, even)

(what is he sending Chris to get?)

He pulls the box out from under the bed and opens it.]

...

[Well, it's...about the right size to prepare him. (And is there a hole in the end...?)]

...this is the one you mean?

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Y-yeah.

[ He only lifts his head for the briefest of seconds, just long enough to see briefly that Chris has the right toy, and then he's lifting his ass higher, desperate now to be out of his pants and have his ass filled. ]

Please please Chris please put it in I want it...

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