[He lets his fingers uncurl from IV's hair as he starts to come down from it, but--but he's not really coming down, because IV is still swallowing him, still working his throat around him like he's trying to drink down everything he has and more.

He almost moves to pull away but--no, IV wants it badly enough that he's grabbing at him and holding him and he moans again, in spite of himself.

(he's drinking everything like it's a gift, like it's a delicacy)

(some sort of precious thing Chris is granting him for his service and that's--)

(everything he wanted, every shameful thing)]