[ Thomas's ears seem to droop a little, tail still hanging limp as he shakes his head.

(no)

(Chris doesn't--

he doesn't understand) ]

I-- Chris, I--

I'll be careful.

But I-- I can't. Maybe I could learn but I might hurt you again in the meantime and-- and I won't.

[ He's practically balling himself up against Chris, small and trembling.

(he needs Chris)

(Chris is important and he needs him and the thought of not letting himself feed from Chris hurts)

(but he can't)

(Chris is important and he needs him and that's why he can't risk hurting him again) ]